This year for me has really taught me a lot about myself and about the people im around everyday. No it has not been smooth sailing for me by any stretch of the imagination in fact anything that could go wrong went wrong but those wrongs led to so many rights. I had the chance to learn the lion dance and really enjoy that and from peoples reaction towards it makes me enjoy it more. I had a chance to be a part of the dragon and put myself out of my comfort zone in demos and performances. I realize that i think too much and never completely engage myself in one thing and that is something i would like to change next year. I think that this years team has held me in the their grasp and never let me fall too far away when i was not physically able. Everyone of u has changed my life forever and im sure u will continue to change it in the future. I know that my numbers are not good and 100% blame myself for that because there is so much more i could have done to accomplish that. I find that whenever i am not physically able i come back with a regret of not doing more and trying to push myself to the limit and then back off and go back to not doing what needs to be done. Next year will be redemption for me but there are still a couple more months left those year where i can redeem myself. I've learned i need to say focused obviously the task at hand and that u can't do it alone, u need someone to push u and and sometimes u need a shoulder to cry on. I want to thank all of u team members for that and hope to see u all next year.
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